We are the champions, my friends!

No one can beat us when we wear red! *doing a silly win dance*

The best? Scholes, hands down! You are the MAN dude!

Some people. Simply. Fail.

Some people fail,
at being human enough.

Some people fail,
at being honest.

Some people fail,
at friendship.

It goes from so good, to so bad, so soon

ما دوستان ابدی بوديم،
به تمام سال هايی که با هم بوديم افتخار می کرديم،
و می دانستيم، شک نداشتيم که تا هميشه دوست خواهيم ماند.
من با تو قوانين خودم را می شکستم و تو با من قوانين خودت را.
ما دوستان ابدی بوديم و وقتی هر دو می خواستيم بهمان خوش می گذشت!
...
گذشت. دور شديم. اول در مسافت. بعد در ذهن. می دانم که من ديگر جای خالی اي را برای تو پر نمی کنم
و تو برای من؟ نمی دانم. هنوز هستی، ولی می ترسم از سر عادت باشد.

می دانی؟ من الان دوستانی دارم که قوانينم را با آنها می شکنم.
دوستانی که خوبند.
من تمام مدت می شنيدم که نمی شود، ولی شد.
دوستانی که جاهای خالی را برای من پر کرده اند.
...
و من از خود می پرسم... هيچ چيز ابدی نيست؟ اگر ما هم فاصله بگيريم چه؟ فاصله ی دو دانشگاه آن طور شد. فاصله ی دو کشور...

و من لعنت می کنم، تمام وابستگی ها را.
و تمام خوبی هايی که يک روز طعمش را می چشيم، و يک سال در حسرت آنيم.



پ.ن. ما حتی بسته های چيپس را فراموش می کنيم

Word of Advice

Try to sleep a whole day and night.
You won't miss anything in the life of awakings who love to boast about how they know things and how they see things and how they are always awake and always aware unlike you!
You won't miss anything in that life!

Sometimes we need to close our eyes.
Let your mind take a break.

I did it yesterday, sleeping 19 hours nonstop.
No problem bothers me as much no more!



P.S. Sure tomorrow's exam gonna be crap! I never said it will do miracles.

theme: Losing My Way

Hey, father, hear me!

You are the King! You rule your kingdom, and why not?! You have every right to. Your subjects are always there to obey. You have the castle. And the army. And the power.

You have two days.

You wake up a day, you feel happy, you expect those around you to be happy. And they act happy. Wanna know why? Want me to tell you a secret you are too O-almighty to see yourself?
They act happy, because if they don't it'll turn to the other day in a blink.

You wake up a day, you are not happy, you expect those around you to suffer through this feeling. I don't know if you ever considered the possibility, if only for a second there you thought that maybe it's one of those rare days that the sea's at peace in the others' world. You want them to suffer -you're the King after all- and they do. O trust me when I say they do.


It works, you know. The suffering works, like when you keep an ice cube in your mouth to numb your whole body. For hours and hours. Cube after cube after cube. After cube.


After cube!



P.S. I want to say after all the things I said that you are not a real king! You never ruled my heart. And you are definitely not up here, in my head, never. I want to say what a lousy king you make. I'm just too numb to speak ...

If only I didn't appreciate life this much!

I don't hate you.
I despise you.
I can't stand you.
I don't understand you.

Turn around. See me as I am!


It's like cutting a text, then cut another before pasting the first one.
All. Gone. In. One. Fcuking. Moment.

At night when your body's weak ...

I have bad dreams most of the time. Dreams about things that will eventually happen, and I was lucky enough to keep things this way until now.
Those dreams are bad. But I never woke up. I never ever woke up from them no matter what.
.
.
.
.
Maybe because the real world is where the real nightmare is.